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New lj:  xlowzenx

IM EMPLOYED finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you so much for everything that you've done for me. this summer has been great hanging out with you too. you know who you are..

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Shit can get so twisted...

Does anything ever get better?

Or does it just keep getting worse?

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"Son of a bitch, I got to go were being attacked!!!"

<MORTAR BOMB GOES OFF IN THE BACK GROUND.....BOOOOM!>

...the phone conversation ends.

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I SWEAR IM IN A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION!!!!!!!!!!

BAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

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whOAHHHHHHH!!!! Today has been....a bundle of mixed up...FUCKED up emotions. I mean dealing with friends that seem like they have shit against you, then dealing with your rents, then dealing with the fucking cops, then dealing with more drama on top of that, yup i think that does it for a FULL fucking day of drama...........LAME!! I want what liz wants....to get away, and come back feeling like everything has been tooken off my shoulders. I would love to get away for a little bit. I just want to be happy and feel rejuvinized again once in my life....I don't know....I just feel as if I had lost all my energy and can't even talk, or breath. Things always get better though, they always do...and when that one day comes.....it comes.....

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I have gotten back from all my summer trips...I think, I was looking through my friends list in here looking at some of the wierd shiiet people actually write in here is beyond my comprehension. This summer has sure had its ups and downs and flips and the hole shaBANG! I'm getting paid now, its about freggin' time too. I'm surprised how auburn is turning more ghetto and more ghetto. It's getting to be pretty bad. I'm so tired right now...I just want some sleep. I stayed up talking with javier until like 5:30 blabbering about a bunch of shiiieet. I need to start walking home soon, but I'm cold as fuck. Well......I think I'll write more about my "trips" when I get home, but for now....( lataz )